Eat, Pray, Love

Eat, Pray, Love and Live, Laugh, Love, these are my mantra, there must be a common denominator here, LOVE...

I'm in Love... Everyday, Always and till Eternity...

Memoirs of me...

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9:08 AM
April 13th, 2014


I guess I expect too much from a partner.
I want someone as spontaneous and random as me.
I want someone I can go adventures with.

I want someone who I can share my crazy and weird thoughts and would not judge me. I want someone I can be crazy and high with. I want someone who will not only fuck my body but my mind as well. I want someone I can learn a lot of things from. I want someone we can share passions with. I want someone who amuses and doesn’t bore me. I want someone as insane as me. I want someone who’ll be patient with me and be gentle and rough with me. I want someone who doesn’t need to lie. I want someone who will understand my insanity and continue to understand me when it’s hard to. I want someone who will love me despite my past and whatever the future present. I want someone to listen and pay attention. And in return, I will love him with all my heart, body and soul.
7:06 AM
April 8th, 2014
7 Key Insights on Self Love


1. I need to affirm and to validate myself as it’s hard to accept validation from others if, deep down inside, I don’t believe it’s true.

2. My time is valuable as anybody else’s so I need to prioritise what I need to do.

3. I can’t give to others, and help…

4:16 AM
April 8th, 2014

Tracing the outline of your body, smelling the scent of your skin, tasting the sweetness of your lips, listening to the sound of your racing heartbeat, I long for you just as how I need to quench my thirst, just as I need to breathe.


7:22 AM
April 7th, 2014

I like…

I like unmade beds, soft sheets, sunlight in the morning, moonlight at night. I like the cool breeze, the warmth of the sun in the early morning, the smell of the earth during a light drizzle, the sound of the bird chirping outside the window. I like the twinkling stars, the different phases of the moon, the peaceful darkness. I like soft clothes that wrap my body, the silence, the perfect teardrop on a wooden table. I like my randomness. I like the beauty of men. I like the gentleness and the roughness of words. I like stories. I like the shortness of breath after an orgasm, I like sex. I like so many things about the world. I like sadness and bliss and depression and euphoria. I like life and I hate life. And I like myself and I hate myself. I like to be free as a bird.l

7:47 AM
April 6th, 2014

Everything you love is here


Everything you love is here

8:10 AM
April 5th, 2014

April 5, 2013

This day feels like shit again. I will be 30 this year and maybe I won’t reach 40 or 35. Who knows? I might die tomorrow? Sometimes, I just wish to die. I feel like my life is worthless. I think I’m a waste. Do they think that my life is a joke?

I envy my friends who have great dads. I wish I had one too or I’d rather be fatherless. I think, I’m unfortunate to have a father who is also worthless. Who feels like he is a god. I envy those who have kind and decent fathers again. I wish I have a kind of dad who works for the family, who has a kind heart and only speak of good words. I wish I have a kind of father who does not only think of himself or other materialistic shit. Or rather, I wish I didn’ t have to be born at all.

I used to think that home is the best place on earth, but it is just plain hell. How long do I have to endure this suffering? I have suffered all my life. Do I have to suffer till I die?

My life is a perfect example of ruin and destruction. I want to disappear and be blown away like dust.

Will I ever be happy?

1:55 AM
April 5th, 2014
I never thought I’d hear myself saying this, but thank you. Because if you hadn’t of come along, I never would have learned that my worst day could also have been my best. Because when a heart breaks, it also opens; and once a heart opens any number of things can happen, and some of them can be wonderful
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1:47 AM
April 5th, 2014

1:42 AM
April 5th, 2014

Bucket List for 2014

1. Move out from the house and live independently
2. Find the job that I love and really wanted
3. Sing La Vie En Rose in public with no mistakes
4. Have new friends
5. Travel.
6. Try different things I haven’t
7. Learn something new
8. Take masteral or study law
9. Save money
10. Read more books

10:09 AM
March 30th, 2014

March 30, 2014

If I could freeze all the moments we had together, I would freeze all of them, but if I have to choose from a lot of those, I would do it with the following:

-That moment I saw you inside the coffee shop looking for me, it’s like my heart leapt away from my body, I can’t control smiling though originally I plan on nagging you. The first time I ever seen your face for real, I was genuinely happy.

-That moment when I first touched your hand and you felt awkward and shaky.

-That moment when you first looked into my eyes, it was mesmerizing and I felt a little shy.

-That first moment when your body was close to mine and I felt the warmth of it.

-That moment when you first kissed me in the cheek, I was again feeling shy and happy.

-That moment when you kissed me in the lips. I never liked kissing but I liked kissing you.

-That moment when you were sitting on the chair, when I fixed your hair and touched your face. Also, when I put on your shirt. And when I held your face and kissed you.

-That moment when I heard you say “I love you” and saw your lips say those words.

-That moment when we were lying down on the bed, when I was on your chest and shoulders, I felt at home.

I wish I could stop the time and rewind everything when I miss you. Being with you makes me feel so happy more than you can imagine.

I love you and I love to be with you all the time if I only could.

7:25 AM
March 30th, 2014
The first ever photograph I captured of you, my masterpiece.

Coz’ I’m in love with you that it’s too overwhelming and you make me happy enough to endure all this shit about life.

Till the next photograph my love. <3

The first ever photograph I captured of you, my masterpiece.

Coz’ I’m in love with you that it’s too overwhelming and you make me happy enough to endure all this shit about life.

Till the next photograph my love. <3

5:34 AM
March 30th, 2014
Yesterday. Selfies in the tricycle. One of the happy days. 

#selfie #inlove #datewithboyfriend

Yesterday. Selfies in the tricycle. One of the happy days.

#selfie #inlove #datewithboyfriend

3:14 AM
March 23rd, 2014

Imagine your girlfriend taking photographs of you, not selfies, not “outfit of the day”, no Instagram bullshit. Actual photos. When you wake up, when you look at her, when you’re making love, when you’re cooking, when you’re taking a shower. Imagine if your girlfriend did that. This is a person who loves creating a visual documentation of the person she loves. You would cry at every picture she took because you know it’ll be purer than any other visual representation of yourself.

11:22 AM
March 22nd, 2014
Never ever!

Never ever!

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8:36 AM
March 22nd, 2014
Humor. Skill. Wit. Sex appeal. That order.

Robert Redford  

Everything you love is here

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Wit. Talent. Humour. Personality. Sex appeal. That order.

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